Numb The Pain

[Verse 1]
You can't numb the pain by popping pills
I can't stay away, but I know you will
I'll try to fight the urge to feel
Sometimes I don't want to be real

I swear I'll never take a sip
Of that freshly made gin and tonic
I fear if I do, ill never come back
Drinking 'till I have a heart attack

I'll stay away from your cloud of smoke
And all those lines of snow-white coke
Life's blurry enough when I'm sober
And I really do want to get older