Could you love

Could you love if I asked you to?
I'm just really hard to fix
I’ve got things inside my brain
I hate that they just stick
To me like glue
Didn't ask them to, it sucks

My face is melting in my hands
I think I might be sick
I am but, a lifeless corpse
Just floating through the wind
And I'll float so far
And I’ll drive my car to you

It's so hard to go to sleep
For a stupid boy like me
It's so hard for me to know
What to do or where to go
My mind will never let me eat
I puke in toilets on my knees
I run on coke and mickey d's
Why's the world so fucking bleak
Scrapes were surely meant to bleed
I'm drowning in the deepest sеa, ah

Could you roll me one last spliff
Beforе you have to go
I love to kiss you when you're high
'Cause I can feel your soul
When you hold me close
I love you the most it’s true

My lungs are filled with nicotine
My brain is made of dirt
My hands are bleeding
From my palms
But it doesn’t even hurt
And my body's numb
But I'm running from the truth

Could you please just say goodbye?
I feel stupid when I cry
Trapped outside an open door
Your the one I'm waiting for
I laugh, I cry, I frown, I smile
It's the first time in a while
I'm walking on the coloured tiles
This burning worlds the fucking best
This life is beautiful, I guess
Man I need some fucking rest, ah