Forgive Me

I think a lot about
If I died
Would she feel better
Would she even care
Would she attend the funeral
I guess it really don't matter now

Forgive me
I tried to hide the truth
Forgive me
I know there's no excuse
Forgive me
Too many times assumed
Forgive me
Loyalty I abused
Leave all your doubts in the past
We'll be forever attached
Ain't know how you would react
Won't ever put you in last
How do you feel gotta ask
Can't rest I know there's a chance
Living my life with a mask
Missing the comfort we had

And now you know what I've ignored
Hate myself so I record
Only one I'd do this for
Never hurt just love I swore
Gave me all had double doors
But I walked out to go explore
All I want I ain't want more
But I did some that I remorse
How do you feel baby
Does it feel right lately
Never your fault blame me
My time with you made me
You on my mind daily
It was just you not Bailey
Now you move on break me
But it's justified you hate me

Forgive me
I tried to hide the truth
Forgive me
I know there's no excuse
Forgive me
Too many times assumed
Forgive me
Loyalty I abused
Leave all your doubts in the past
We'll be forever attached
Ain't know how you would react
Won't ever put you in last
How do you feel gotta ask
Can't rest I know there's a chance
Living my life with a mask
Missing the comfort we had

Don't wanna say that we wasted our time
But if I said we didn't the really I'd lie
You in my dreams keeping me up at night
I can't forget bout the time you were mine
Wanted my daughter to have your same eyes
Not good with hints I just can't take the signs
Hate what I did I'm gon always despise
That you with him but it's my fault this time
Now y'all
Go on vacations like we should have
Meet up with him just like we should have
Picking your tattoos like we should have
Made you who you are now he reap the benefit
Now I don't talk with my therapist
Settled for less yea we all know it's prevalent
Guess I just wasn't that sensitive

Forgive me
I tried to hide the truth
Forgive me
I know there's no excuse
Forgive me
Too many times assumed
Forgive me
Loyalty I abused
Leave all your doubts in the past
We'll be forever attached
Ain't know how you would react
Won't ever put you in last
How do you feel gotta ask
Can't rest I know there's a chance
Living my life with a mask
Missing the comfort we had