Nothing Met, Nothing Moved

I need to breathe in fresh air
Reinvent and begin again
Sense the winds of change gust with new beginnings
If such a thing exists
Or is this all permanent
Is this all permanent?

What can I say here is real?
So caught up in this fear to feel
Have the lines been drawn?
Is the canvas full?
Have we missed the point
That nothing's out there at all?

I've wasted daylight dreaming
And spent these dark nights grieving
Will I ever feel the same again?
Is there any purpose in the end?

I wish the gates of Hell would open up and swallow me whole
'Cause the quickest way out is on the way down
If there's a Heaven, we'd have so far to go

I've looked up and I still do
For hours and days with no answers
Only divide and no divine truth

I've wasted daylight dreaming
And spent these dark nights grieving
Will I ever feel the same again?
Is there any purpose in the end?

Is ignorance bliss or a burden?
I'm somewhere in between
Lost in the uncertainty
Of everything I believe

While I admire your simple security
I can't live in someone else's make-believe
We've all got an exit strategy
And no idea where we go when we leave

Nothing's out there at all

I've wasted daylight dreaming
And spent these dark nights grieving
Will I ever feel the same again?
Is there any purpose in the end?

Is ignorance bliss or a burden?
I'm somewhere in between
Lost in the uncertainty
Of everything I believe