light yellow lines

Sorry I can't be her
Sorry I hit you where it hurts
Sorry for calling after 10 pm
Sorry I don't really like your friends

And I'm sorry I ignored your text
I just like playing with your head
And yes we're both a little bit of a mess
But I miss you when it's 3 am

I miss my best friend, miss driving in your car and
Staring out the window, watching the stars
My head's filling up with every word I never said to you

'Cause it felt like all of our summers and the afternoons
Would drag on forever with the road
But even those light yellow lines can fade
And I just felt like I coulda loved you
But the spark went out before I got a chance to
And I wish that I could say that I'm alright
But I could never lie to you

I see you in my sleep
I swear you live in all my dreams
And I can't move on just because I keep
Overthinking all that might have been
I'm so over being in my head
Distractions only stay so long
And in the silence I hear all the words you said
And you ruined all my favorite songs

'Cause it felt like all of our summers and the afternoons
Would drag on forever with the road
But even those light yellow lines can fade
And I just felt like I coulda loved you
But the spark went out before I got a chance to
And I wish that I could say that I'm alright
But I could never lie to you

I'll never lie
No I'll never lie
I couldn't wish bad on you even if I tried
You could hurt me deep, but I'd rather keep
The look in your eyes safe in my mind
I'll be alright, promise I'm alright
I don't wanna keep being bitter all the time
Thank you for the lessons but I'm learning on my own tonight

'Cause it felt like all of our summers and the afternoons
Would drag on forever with the road
But even those light yellow lines can fade
And I just felt like I coulda loved you
But the spark went out before I got a chance to
And I wish that I could say that I'm alright
But I could never lie to you