Hidden Emotions

(That's tough, that's tough, ay)
Yeah
They all know I put the hat on it's game over
Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah (Ay)
Get out of debt, pay this college tuition (Uh)
Only chance I have is one, Chauncey Billups (Whoo)
Now I got my life in the back of the truck
Wishing every doubt I had was won
Wishing every light I had was on
Hide myself from everyone (Yeah)
They don't even know my story
Yeah
It began as a young buck
I'd fight, middle school, with the nunchucks (Whoo)
They'd all say, my skills, just luck
But they don't even know what kind of stuff
Me and you, end up going through
Flip the preface to chapter 2
Unbelievable sight i'm seeing this view
They don't know the King, step through with Louis
Uh, yeah
Hiding my emotions til I die (Til i die)
Only God can see through the "I'm fine" (The i'm fine)
God can turn a penny to a dime (To a dime)
But still we wonder why? (But still we wonder why)
Hiding my emotions til I die (Til i die)
Only God can see through the "I'm fine" (I'm fine)
God can turn a penny to a dime (To a dime)
Just know i'm doing fine (Just know i'm doing)
Absolutely profusely shoot these words out til they blue (Pew, pew)
See, i'm losing but I gain with the Father cause i'm so up and down with the bobber
I'm hallow inside my emotions like riding bikes
I don't even think about em (Nah)
Don't dream about em, hey tell me bout this girl
You seeing, but I don't think about it (Whoo)
I don't even read about it
All the gossip, stay out it
What about your new boy? I don't even care about it
But you never told me bout him
So I gotta talk?
Nah not at all so I go and take walks
Tell of the tale but the tail is shot (Whoo)
We getting distant and that's not
Cool with me, but truthfully
I don't even care, if I went on tour you be a groupie
In a school of sharks
I don't even play around with the cards
Labels, special in the charts
Hard, staying with me
And by the way, I didn't say yes, I said maybe
So crazy, out my brain like my name Stacy
Bee married me, she be marrying Lazy
Baby pop out, wait now now now
How now brown cow, lullaby sound sound
Uh, yeah
Hiding my emotions til I die (Til i die)
Only God can see through the "I'm fine" (The i'm fine)
God can turn a penny to a dime (To a dime)
But still we wonder why? (But still we wonder why)
Hiding my emotions til I die (Til i die)
Only God can see through the "I'm fine" (The i'm fine, yeah)
God can turn a penny to a dime (To a dime)
Just know i'm doing fine (Just know i'm doing)
You, wanna wonder bout me now? huh
Too late, that time changed
That name tag ripped off, new name
But i'm still the same
I got fear of losing people know
I'm only scared of love bro, because
I lose everyone I love
That's why I don't let no one get close (To me)
I don't even got a best friend (On G)
Maybe I do, but they gossiping
Or talking about how Cam's next album gon' be so close but yet so neat
I got best friends but it's deeper than that
I can trust them if I need to chat
Or if i need to laugh, I got outlets
I don't even need lamps
I don't even need food stamps
But no no no, not at all I don't mean to brag
If I ever get big, I won't buy a Jag
I got my 03' Ford and my cat in the backseat napping
Push to start, nah I put that key in
Pop tarts, yet they think i'm petty rich
Flip phone, I won't have no DM (Yeah)
Been the best, ever since the median
Uh, yes
Still hiding emotions
Been the best at that since I was kid hoping
First hopped on a track, the beat I rode it
Misspoken, word gun totem (Uh)
Imma die by my words hun
Imma cry once I serve em
Best believe no inertia
Kinetic, kin worth something (Whoo)
Kinetic, kin worth something
Best believe, you step to me, ain't no sympathy
Cook you up, just like the recipe and serve you
Next to greens, collard like my shirt, heavenly
I got bills to pay and then kids to feed
My fans, always got the guarantee to eat
I got hits on hits, in my hat
This next project my first real piece
Of the pie, never die, see my life through my eyes
Take my time, God here, He turn a penny to a dime
You may not like my music, but that don't give you the right, to criticize
The rhymes that i'm spitting on one page at a time
Got the bass and the lines
Try me, and you'll be facing your prime
Cause I ain't even in mine
Cause I ain't even in mine
Cause I ain't even in mine
Just hiding emotions