Second of Silence

No one can take the pain from me
And i will never be the same
You had known
I lost everything
My passion, my pride, my hope is gone
Because i‘d lost my last fight

There is only one choice
To look forward in my life
Run away and never come back
To the place i thought i belong to
The place where i lived in misery

This war will never end
And i am here just standing still
This second of silence could be my last!
Could be my last

I would do my best
To change my whole life
But it‘s complicated because
I ran into my own downfall
Just hopeless illusions
Disconnect me from death

What should i do? Where can i go?
I‘ll never have the answers
It makes me sick to see that
Everything runs against me!

This war will never end
And i am here just standing still
This second of silence could be my last!
Could be my last

Oh is it my last second of silence?
I‘ll never have the answers
And it makes me sick
Yes, it makes me sick
(i lost myself )

I lost myself in agony