Fade

I’ve fallen away where have I gone
I’m in a place I don’t belong
Empty is all that I contain
Built upon this stack of shame
I don’t know what went wrong
I just want to be loved
Just one night would make it right
One last chance to win this fight
And bring us back to where we began
Back when all we had were plans
And I could tell you loved me
And it was clear we’d be forever one
Before things changed, before we began to fade
Out of touch out of sight
Out of that poor child’s life we brought into this world
I guess I’m out of here for good

(Chorus)
I’m Fading, I’m fading away
And before the realization hits me let me say that I’m OK
I’m fine, cause I’m free
Ah that’s just reverse psychology
To make me feel like I’m alive I have to tell myself these lies
New beginning – a new start
Got a job at the walmart
To help pay the child support so nobody accuses me again
I’m fading away