March 28th

I swear this shit never gets any easier
I always wanted to be you cuz you were breezier
I curse the day that them niggas took you away from me
I smile alot but inside nothing's ever really sunny
But I still press on because I'm God's son
That nigga lost his brother though, now look what God's done
I like to think about you like every day
From the time I wake up till I lay down and I pray
And. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
Wish I could your face again so I could kiss you
Lately I been thinking how I'm takin everything inside this planet
Especially family for granted
So I'm 10 toes down, my feet planted
Till I get my family up out the Granite
So now i'm lookin up to you
Somewhere beyond the Big Blue
You know what it do
Just hoping I don't get lost in transit

Where the racks at
And if we talkin work then where the packs at
You know how it go
Zip that, chop that, bag that, wrap that
Hit the store, then we gone, go home, switch cars then we double back
I know we never got to have a one on one
But we should talk the issue out till it's fuckin done
Now I don't know if you feel like nobody love you
I spent a good chunk of my life feelin like that too
Feelin, neglected by mama
Don't come with that drama
Thats a bunch of stupid Spit and I ain't talkin bout no llama
I'm really happy for you and your baby tho
And I'm excited cuz i see that you been growing yo
I ain't mad at ya it's all love over here
You wont never have to question if my love is sincere
And by the way I respect your mentality
Reppin for the low life never that financially
Still shittin on the competition, fuck a opp position
Bitch I stay lit cuz i got a mission
And when I come up I want you right there by my side
Cuz my sis a real one she always down to ride
Look
I ain't got no time to shuck and jive
I'm fuckin happy that I have you in my life
Don't let anything discourage you, stay 100 have some courage, cuz i know that one day we gon be alright

Look I know we never really got to talk much
But I feel connected to you thru my niece and such
If you ever hear this man I just want you to know
I've always looked up to you cuz you my only big bro
Its hurtin me searchin my mind for these rhymes
Wish you were there during simpler times
Back n forth in n out doin that time
But that shit expected when you commit crime
Honestly i don't know what I should to say to you
Put it in the hands of the one i'm prayin to
We all go thru shit I just hope that you make it thru
Make it through
Its never too late to begin anew
But never let them niggas get to you
Just do what you do and keep pushin thru
Push through
Always down to rumble
In the concrete jungle
See yo soul niggas cant hinder it
Homies ridin dirty
Always keep a .30
In the lolo, power steerin it
All about yo chips
Never been one for relationships
Real nigga always been with the shits
Motto been fuck a bitch
These words of encouragement, hope that you hearing it