Heavy

I ain't write shit today
I been in a different place
(Been in a different place)
I just got a different phone
I just got a different bae
(Just got a different bae)
I just got a different car.
Used to ride with missing plates
It got me back from A to B.
Cuz I ain't see a different way
I ain't been here like this huh, lately
I been on my shit luh baby
To bring it back to you
Put it in these raps for you
(Put it in these raps for you)
Every morning, afternoon
I spend just crafting you
(I spend just crafting you)
Like puppet master, I want strings attached to you
I got it bad for you
I tried to tell how you how they bad for you
These niggas sheisty
they gone stab right through you, then run back to you
I'm more devout
I'm in this shit for more than clout
Recording this I pour it out
Got all these stories in my head of lost friends that I mourn about
Even if they ain't dead. let thangs end or just fade, we ain't gotta fall out
And all that pain shit, my brain said it feel better when you let it all out
The shit that left me in the dark
The shit that left me in a ditch
The shit that's heavy on my heart
But this pen heavy as a bitch
I ain't write shit today
I been in a different place
(Been in a different place)
I just got a different phone
I just got a different bae
(Just got a different bae)
I just got a different car.
Used to ride with missing plates
It got me back from A to B.
Cuz I ain't see a different way
I ain't been here like this huh lately?
I been on my shit luh bae
I been in and out the mud I'm tryna get this straight
I been seen it since a younging, knowing this is fate
Feel like Cleo when they call me. Know I need that pay
I been on it way too long to let it slip away
I get through it on my own, I gotta lift the weight
Guess that's really why I'm feeling like this today