Bottom Of The Ocean

She rolled over my cold shoulders, said
"Where should we start?"
I said, "Frankly
I found lately that's the hardest part"
Maybe that's why I've been drawn
To those with broken hearts
This cannot be good for me

I've been thinking about drinking
But I know
Way too selfish to let go of self-control
Pack my bags and head out
For the golden coast
Somewhere warm where nobody has to know, but
I'm falling apart and I know it
Too much of my pride left to show it

I'm motionless going through the motions
Spent all of my time simply hoping
Hope floats at the bottom of the ocean
Hope floats at the bottom of the ocean

We were getting academic on our Friday nights
Lighting flames that we would hope would
Burn right through the sky
Scared of everything and nothing at
The same damn time fear was my only enemy

I've been thinking about breathing again
Calling up some of my family friends
Get close enough to try and let someone in
Hit the lights and fall back
Into my bed 'cause
I'm falling apart and I know it
Too much of my pride left to show it

I'm motionless going through the motions
Spent all of my time simply hoping
Hope floats at the bottom of the ocean
Hope floats at the bottom of the ocean

I'm motionless going through the motions
Spent all of my time simply hoping
I'm falling apart and I know it
Too much of my pride left to show it
Hope floats at of bottom of the ocean
Hope floats at of bottom of the ocean