Undertow

This house is becoming an anomaly. A place of self loathing beyond belief. I'm biting down on the hollow point. Bring your cross. Father, come and anoint. Striving to break the chains of silence, my sanctuary's a desert island. Hear me out, hear me now. I've been caught in the undertow. The voids I filled with the spade have come back around to strand me on my own. If this carnage is my garbage, should I attempt to start over? I'm still rolling over. A message ruined from the wreckage, Should I attempt to start over? I'm done rolling over. Hear me out, hear me now. I've been caught in the undertow. The voids I filled with the spade have come back around to strand me on my own. Can't seem to find what I'm looking for. I cannot loosen the vines. I'm sinking to the floor. Hopeless, but not clueless. Careless, but not ruthless. Striving to break the chains of silence. My sanctuary's a desert island. Hear me out, hear me now. I've been caught in the undertow. The voids I filled with the spade have come back around to strand me on my own. Safety, save me from myself