Love Truancy

Where do I go now
Where do I go now
Where do I go now
Where do I go
I don't know what this feeling is, it's new to me
I'm all exhausted, my limbs are becoming rude to me
I think I'm homesick, love truancy
I know I'll move on but my brain and heart do not agree
How can I love someone and just let them go
Say this was fun but choose to be alone
It's like taking a call then putting down the phone
When we didn't even get to say hello
Is this depression, the part where I go out and get high
Go to parties, drink enough I have to stay the night
Have three girls texting me, try a bunch of different types
But none of that I'd think about when we to me meant you and I
I can't control who I'm becoming
Love songs make my heart rate look like I've been running
Try to balance my composure but it's hanging on the edge
Anytime I think about you it just fucks with my head, I'm done
Where do I go now (Yeah, I'm asking you)
Where do I go now (Oh, baby)
Where do I go now
Where do I go (now)
Where do I go now (Yeah, I'm asking you)
Where do I go now (Oh, baby)
Where do I go now
Where do I go (now)
I think it's hard partially because of how I've changed
Learned how to love myself and learned how to communicate
Only two years but sixteen and eighteen are two completely different ages
We didn't know what we wanted
We had feelings and we couldn't overcome them
The feeling of being loved was the feeling I was loving
Part of learning good relationships was learning this one wasn't
Still think of you as "baby"
It'll take a sec for friendship after we been datin'
So, I might be crazy
But I think I'll be okay as long as time can save me
So, I can control who I'm becoming
Other things can make my heart rate look like I've been running
I'll remember what was living and not what's now dead
So when I think about you I'll be thankful instead for love
Where do I go now (Yeah, I'm asking you)
Where do I go now (Oh, baby)
Where do I go now
Where do I go (now)
Where do I go now
Where do I go now
Where do I go now
Where do I go