I Did This To Me

I've never been so selfish, reckless, helpless
It's all my fault
I was full of all these useless excuses
Abusing the love I lose
I never thought you'd be my greatest mistake
Or that mine would be the heart I'd break

I pushed you away when you needed me
You wanted to talk, I wanted to drink
Only told you I loved you when you said it to me
Now I'm here at home all alone with you memory
I got what I wanted, I did this to me

If I'm being honest
I promise, I thought this would work itself out
Oh, if I had gotten over myself I wouldn't be getting over you now
No

I pushed you away when you needed me
You wanted to talk, I wanted to drink
Only told you I loved you when you said it to me
Now I'm here at home all alone with you memory
I got what I wanted, I did this to me

I wish I said I loved you
Enough to make you feel it (oh)
I wish I would have held you
I wish you could believe it
I wish I said I loved you
Enough to make you feel it (oh)
I wish I would have held you
I wish you could believe it

I pushed you away when you needed me
You wanted to talk, I wanted to drink
Only told you I loved you when you said it to me
Now I'm here at home all alone with you memory
I got what I wanted, I did this to me, oh

I did this to me
Oh, oh-oh
I did this to me, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Oh-oh