Maybe

Maybe one day Ill succeed and make a name or something
Maybe one day I can be what everybody's wanting
Maybe I'll feel prepared for all the changes coming
Say chase your dreams but not how fast those dreams are running

Maybe I'll get rid of the knot that's always in my in my stomach
Maybe I won't feel so anxious when I'm out in public
Maybe I won't always worry everybody's judging
Every word I write and maybe one day they might even love it

Maybe one day I'll have fans come see me on The mic
Maybe I'll book a show and not have to ask a hundred times
Maybe I'll have a crowd of fans singing all my rhymes
Maybe these lyrics in my mind might even change a life

Maybe one day I can learn to leave the past behind
Maybe one day I can let go of the pain inside
Or wake up and feel my anger finally subside
And I'll be free of all the baggage that I drag behind

Feels like Depressions something I deal with on a daily basis
Maybe one day I can figure out how I change it
Maybe one day I can smile and I won't have to fake it
Maybe I've been this way so long should just embrace it

Maybe one day I'll have a day without frustration
Maybe I won't be scared to live without the medication
Maybe I can look in the mirror at this man and face him
Stop blaming him for everything that's wrong

I don't know Maybe
Maybe
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know

I don't know Maybe
Maybe
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know

Maybe I can be the man I feel my girl deserves
Maybe when she hurt I won't freak out and make it worse
Maybe I'll do a better to stop and think and pick my words
Instead of selfishly feeling likeI'm not being heard

Maybe value isn't based on things that I can offer
Maybe family time's more valuable than air and water
Maybe I should spend more time playing with my daughters
Cuz If I aint around then how am I any better than my father

Maybe I'll mean it when I bow my head and pray in church
God I know you're real but don't feel like I deserve Your word
Feel guilty that I only call on you when I'm feeling hurt
Lord forgive me if these thoughts I have are just absurd

Maybe I'll be able to cope in social situations
Maybe I can be around a crowd and not get anxious
Maybe start a conversation without hesitation
Say what I'm thinking and not look back and get mad that I didn't say it

Maybe I should be less weary of liars and fakers
Stop guarding my heart like I'm afraid someone will break it
Focus more on what I've made and less on trying to make it
Stop obsessing on my goals and maybe I'll obtain them

Maybe I'm not negative and I'm just a realist
Maybe I think that way cause of my past I've had to deal with
That's a flaw I'll have to fix one day I admit it
But I never got anywhere with good intent and hopeful wishes

I don't know Maybe
Maybe
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know

I don't know Maybe
Maybe
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know