Self Destruction

[Verse 1: Boondox]
Another thing for me to pray for
Another tragedy to face
Don't think that I could say more
Before another sin will take its place
I'm begging for a resolution
And I'm suffocating endlessly
I look to heaven but it's never gonna sever
This depression so I'm living with the misery
My mind is clouded and there's a chance of rain
And my heart is poundin' and I can't ascertain
How to put the pieces back together
Just when I think it's getting better
It'll break and then I feel the same
Yeah I know the world ain't really on my shoulders
But heavy is the head that wears the crown
And I'm the king of self-destruction
And I believe in next to nothin' so
I'm never gonna put it down

[Hook: Jamie Madrox]
Self destructive
My own worst enemy
Substance abuse
That knows no remedy
I won't waste no prayers on you
You go do what you always do
Self destructive
My own worst enemy
Substance abuse
That knows no remedy
I won't waste no prayers on you
You go do what you always do

[Verse 2: Jamie Madrox]
Better live your life
Like there's nothing left
For you to live for
Pitfall
Get back up
Showing endurance
That you were built for
So self destructive
The world corruptive
Like bad advice
Or you can be yourself
And be the subject of ridicule
That no one no one likes
Instead you wanna go out
And fill the void and any
Loose angle and just pack with pills
No one can tell you no
Or where you need to go
It's your night and you need to kill
Days of your time
When you're way outta line
People telling us you hating us
Only real thing over there keeping you alive
Homies keeping a blind eye
Rehab tell me you tried
Seems all set it's
Mostly pathetic
But somebody over there's
Keeping you supplied
But it's not us no
Somebody had to let it go
Rather not
Stand by ya side
Like the ones you trust
That watch you die slow

[Hook: Jamie Madrox]
Self destructive
My own worst enemy
Substance abuse
That knows no remedy
I won't waste no prayers on you
You go do what you always do
Self destructive
My own worst enemy
Substance abuse
That knows no remedy
I won't waste no prayers on you
You go do what you always do
Self destructive
My own worst enemy
I won't waste no prayers on you
You go do what you always do
Self destructive
My own worst enemy
I won't waste no prayers on you
You go do what you always do