Under a Blanket of Night, a Blanket of Silk, and a Blanket of Shame
[Verse 1]
All I feel is shame and guilt
Every night I lay with you
And I want these feelings to end
I want to be better again
But when I’m here in the dark, I can’t help it
[Verse 2]
I saw you, needy, your eyes wanting more
I clasp my hands and walk to the door
Your soft little breaths
My wandering head
I don’t want you and I need you all at the same time
[Verse 3]
I cry out, out to the moon
For I know it’s presence will darken this room
She returns and knows I’m in pain
But beckons me all the same
The man in the mirror, well, he sure isn’t me
[Verse 4]
All I want I cannot have
Just misеrable feelings I can’t understand
The sun marks a littlе escape
But at night she comes back anyway
Am I a slave to all that I cannot control?