Crossfire (feat. Ollie)

Yeah, I'm feeling lost again damn I lost another friend
Keep losing people that I love all the time and it's been fucking with my mind
Hate my life to the point where I wanna die I'm barely getting by, numb the pain by getting high
Shit don't help when all I need is someone by my side, yeah just wanna feel alive, yeah
I don't ever feel okay But I just can't help but say, yeah

I don't know where I belong I don't ever feel at home
Hurt myself like a ceasefire It's like I'm caught in the crossfire
Convince myself I'll be okay I've seen so many walk away
I don't know where I belong I just wanna feel at home

Feel like my mental about to collapse, ayy start writing this rap
List of my issues is long and it kill me to say that depression was holding me back
But let me be honest, let me be, yeah I can't explain how me screaming these lyrics
The top of my lungs can just help me relax but somehow it does
Catching my fall, pick up the pieces when I hit the wall, you know that happiness come through the pain
Swear the beginning is losing it all, guess I'm ready, yeah
Please don't let me go, I'm needing you the most
So stay, I'll make it all okay, yeah

I don't know where I belong I don't ever feel at home
Hurt myself like a ceasefire It's like I'm caught in the crossfire
Convince myself I'll be okay I've seen so many walk away
I don't know where I belong I just wanna feel at home

I don't know where I belong I don't ever feel at home
Hurt myself like a ceasefire It's like I'm caught in the crossfire