Beneath

I just can't go on like this
I'm so exhausted my head bleeds
Memories are grabbing me
My eyes won't tell me what to see
Again I hit the wall
I try to climb then fall
And before getting here
I feel as I'm caught in between
Sent all the lights away
Beneath the walls of faith
In your scarred arms I've read too many words that I never said

Maybe I'm worthless in your eyes
Maybe I'm useless so you tell me lies
Maybe we've never met for real
Maybe I'm only wasting feelings that turned to fear
(Maybe I'm worthless?)
(Maybe I'm useless?)
(Are you the same I used to know?)

I felt so unprepared trapped inside your empty cage
Fallen down I can't get up
I don't need no more hard times
This night is purifying
Leaving everything behind
I'm not here anymore
What is this thing I never felt before?