Spirit

Okay yeah I think I get it now
I'm never meant to let it down
Always hoping for a better route
Or maybe just the easy way out
Blazed to the face off some a grade
Flames separate me from the fate
Ash shall be my only gate
Lessons learned on a daily rate
I'm confessin everyone round is so fake
I don't know why I stay up so late
Eyes closed thinking bout the whole day
No way to escape I'm just always on the chase
Wishing I was dreamin but I'm still wide awake
Why do I take any reason to make another mistake
I'm just about to break need to just wait
Let it all inflate until I evaporate
No need to hesitate with what I'm boutta demonstrate

Withdrawals and desires guide me til I contemplate
Can't get it straight what I'm tryna generate
Why can't anyone penetrate
My emotion or my mental state
Everyday feels the same way too blank
and I cannot think eyes open try to blink
But it all stays the same just too bleak
Just too bleak

Still I catch myself staring at the wall
Wondering if I lost it all
If I'm meant to fall
Why should I try I'm just tryna stall
Questions I found I once scrawled
Now I ask around and the answers more dissolved
I guess the meaning will never be solved
It'll take a few more centuries before we evolve
In between two revolutions
Generation of pollution
Destination is the ruins
Realization of our roots
And how were all so doomed
Incantations with more illusions
Less conclusions more institutions
Humanity tuned to computers
Can't relate to the users
No need to hesitate with what I'm boutta demonstrate

Withdrawals and desires guide me til I contemplate
Can't get it straight what I'm tryna generate
Why can't anyone penetrate
My emotion or my mental state
Everyday feels the same way too blank
and I cannot think eyes open try to blink
But it all stays the same just too bleak
Just too bleak