​im still fucking here ​

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah

Uh, I miss the way that
Forever used to look like
Get high, lay in bed,  let the day fade away
You used to treat me like you
Really gave a fuck, that was nice
I couldn't take it back if I wanted
I'm just saying
Miss the way that forever used to feel like
Wonder why I'm over here
Wonder why I ran away
You used to treat me like
You really gave a fuck, that was nice
I wanna change the past
But you're never gonna stay
And you don't gotta cross that line
Your demons took 'em all like they mine
And it's clear

It's been one hell of a year
And I'm still fucking here
You're holding back your tears 'cause
Your lashes took forever
Can you teach me how to love
And show me how to die?
Forever isn't real, forever is a lie

I'm still alive i'm still fucking here
I'm still alive and I'm still fucking here
I'm still here
If you need me, I'm still here

I'm still here (I'm still here) yeah
Yeah yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah

I miss the way that forever used to look like
Get high, lay in bed, let the day fade away
You used to treat me like
You really gave a fuck, that was nice
I couldn't take it back if I wanted
I'm just saying
Miss the way that forever used to feel like
Wonder why I'm over here
Wonder why I ran away
You used to treat me like
You really gave a fuck, that was nice
I wanna change the past
But you're never gonna stay
(But you're never gonna stay)
(But you're never gonna stay, piss off)
But you're never gonna stay

It's been one hell of a year
And I'm still fucking here
You're holding back your tears 'cause
Your lashes took forever forever