Out Of Control

I wonder what you're doing now
Times I was your ruination
Now you're back

I see you got yourself a man
Who buys you everything your heart demands
You left me with a shot-up feeling
Something that was most revealing
I could see you were concealing
Something that you couldn't quite control

I wonder now, it's been so long
Maybe we could get along somehow
But then babe, would you notice me
Shrouded in your luxury abode
While me I'm out here kicking sand
Scrounging after all I can
How's it feel to see your real man
Struggling just to save his very soul

Don't tell me its out of your control

Take me to your dreams tonight
And maybe if the time is right you'll come
To me
And take me to the nursery
Drag me down for all your friends to see

But tell me, what you plan to do
When all your worthless dreams come true
Who'll be there to stand by you and
Soothe the pain that's eating out your soul

Don't ask me, it's out of my control