BLOOD (feat. Nala)

See I don't think you understand this
I'm trynna use what I been through to my advantage
Them simple rhymes will not elevate me from average
What if I never make it to where I imagine
Different circumstances
Fool proof planning no room for images
I'm used to putting all my will to the side and comply without asking
Fear and doubt, clashing in my head with compassion
Spirit everlasting,
My body reacting
To contents of this beverage
Red, blonde or black bitch
Disturbing myself from all the damage
Need three hells for the souls I done sold
To fit in with the mold
Heart gone cold
Why my pockets gone be swole
I don't even know why I'm going down this road,
My blood ain't never show me nun

Peak through the walls that I raised
Waves coming down
Watch the waves
Waves coming down
Watch the waves

Peak through the walls that I raised
Waves coming down
Watch the waves
Waves coming down
Watch the waves

My blood ain't never told me nun
I could never see no vision
My blood ain't never showed me nothing
Except if shit comes falling out it's on me

Fumes that I breathe got me stuck
But at least it got me feeling something

Thought I could lay a few bars while the time passed
Flew by your head so fast you need a hour glass
To help your eyes capture the rapid growth from loser no show to oh so great forty8a Fortified my soul then came back with a bang
Fuck being a lone wolf nigga I'm with my gang
Matcha in my cup while you sippin we're not the same
Look at the mirror and I see the difference I made
Still up at 3:00 am trynna make my speech grow
Fuck overthinking the lines
I'm going beast mode
Pick up a bottle and pour it up for the heroes
Reason I'm rhymin today only cuz she rose
And he rose
And they peaked through the walls and ignored those
That stood in their way of attaining the primrose
I honor them
But I do this shit for me
You cannot tell me shit
Cuz my life wasn't easy
Never drinking Fiji
Till I'm drinking Fiji
Never rolled a backwoods
Till I rolled a backwoods
Saying never till I break the never promise
Promised neverland
Never open up the hand that ain't shown
To me

My blood ain't never told me
I could never see no
My blood ain't never show me nuthin
Except when shit comes falling out it's on me