Sudden Departure, Pt. 3: The Machine

I've walked this far but so it seems
I'll never rest I'll never be
A burden to be left alive
Left alone within the dark
Left alone without a spark

Helplessly relentlessly
Looking for a melody
The harmony to find inside
My desires fade and so do I
Can't - keep - inside

I'll end this now I'll end this here
Find wisdom or the end of me
I've seeked my quest and found the door
Radiate myself to peace
Or die in pain and misery

I want through, without clue
Is this a scam is this the truth
No undo, passing to the place
Where God has send his sheep
Am I worthy am I faithful can I ever be with you
This is it, all or none
Termination, let me through to you

I went this far
I've seen it all
The Hate, the Grief
A glimpse of peace

My quest, my hunt
So obsolete
But now I see
In front my eyes cos

All these places
Familiar faces
Embrace what's present
Don't mourn a dead end
No absolution
No truth or wisdom
Cherish pathways
Back to the basics