For now
barren
I'm trying to behave, but I just can't sit still
And I'm dying to see myself as you do
But I'm dying inside, if you just knew
I care and I swear I'll take you
And I'm found in myself, just trying to buy time
Filling up my lungs, smoke leaves my breath white
And as if sleeping in everyday till the sun goes down
Brings no shame
Yeah, and I play my part in whatever game
This is to you, so end it please
Save myself from the breathing leaves
My eyes see your name
But the lights not in frame
Blinded by the little things