I Live in Silence

I've spent my life in silence of your crimes
Feels like a death sentence looking me right in the eye
I've kept all of your secrets poisoning my mind
I need a fuckin blunt before I say this next line
I can still feel your fist tryna find its way inside
Like fucking razorblades
And that's why I wanna die
I feel sick as I write and I've tried so many times
I just can't get the words out
You fucked me up for life