Thunder

[Intro]
How will I live to evolve and change if the whole world seems to be on the edge and could be announced to end any minute?
My ego tells me that I deserve success, but after getting it, which way do I go?
I get inspired to inspire others to make it all better without making it all better myself
But what'll that amount to when that person getting inspired just inspires the next in an endless cyclе?
It’ll all amount to nothing since the world will end anyway
Evеryone's says to make an impact on the world and my ego agrees, but what's the point if my life is so small in this world, compared to 7 billion people
These thoughts are too overwhelming for me
Should I fake it all? I know it’s unhealthy, but at this point my emotions scare me
How can I “live my life” if life is crumbling before our feet?
Why should we create memories if all just die in the end?
How can I say all this shit, but I'm not even feeling depressed or anxious?
Have I become comfortably numb?
Am I already depressed?
Maybe it's ignorance, I don't fucking know
I don't even know what my emotions are anymore
I say I'm living in the moment, but I'm shut out from the world
And it's all my fucking fault
Momento Mori

[Chorus]
Bitch, I’m bringing down the thunder
Or my life will go under
Everything’s on fire
I can't seem to get higher
I have to change my lifeways
Bitch, I’m bringing down the thunder (Or my life)
Or my life will go under, under, under-der (Under)

[Verse]
Okay then, I had enough (Yeah)
This shit for me is too much (Yeah)
I've turned my hands into dust (Yeah)
My mind is right in a rush (Ya)
I don't wanna change, but I must (Woo)
Cause I don't want them to see me like this
My head might crush (Crush)
It’s been too long that I've been acting like this
So, where do I go?
Stay in my lane and go with the flow? (Ho)
Stay for the fame and dig my hole? (Ho)
Or do I stay here with a hoe? (Ha)
I must fill a void
It's been so annoying that I don't feel a fucking thing
I feel like the worst, but the voices I head told me to be best at everything (Brra-pa!)
Woo, I've been on a roll
I just wanna change my game
I wanna change my brain like Po
I'm outta control
Man, I wanna change my name
I wanna feel the fame
And I'm tired of all of these people telling me that I'm supposed to be happy, huh
The matter of fact is when people saw me smiling, there was some hate deep inside me, yuh
They must think that I'm weak
But that's not who I want to be (Yeah)
I just wanna feel tough
I don't wanna give a fuck what they think (Yeah)
It's just nature to evolve (Yeah), Then I guess it's my turn (Yeah)
Right now, I'd rather feel the cold than feel the burn (Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah!)

[Chorus]
Bitch, I'm bringing down the thunder
Or my life will go under
Everything's on fire
I can't seem to get higher
I have to change my lifeways
Bitch, I'm bringing down the thunder (Or my life)
Or my life will go under, under, under-der (Under)