Reflections in the Mirror
[Produced by Azure The Paradox & LowFi]
[Intro: Azure The Paradox]
I was born in 2000 up in DC, but i feel like a 90s baby
I must've been born unique
Cuz im the only nigga not acting crazy
Like y'all still in high school fuck waiting
Dumb shits yall already having babies
Y'all niggas rolling smoking toking
Search for the 9th cloud get faded
Getting killed over drugs on a daily basis
I don't give shits but y'all insist on trading
Everything is a game but yall dont know how to play it
Yall be going to Church and niggas not even praying
You scream fuck 12 like you live for the pavement
Fuck grades yall care more about who's dating
Fuck being original yall carbon copies replicating
Tryna make sure that the fam can be awakened
[Hook: Azure The Paradox]
Love my people even though they evil
Niggas better hyde when Jeckyll goes demon
[Verse 1: Azure The Paradox]
Throughout my whole life ive struggled to never change
Everybody crazy, never said that I was sane
They faking like they saints going home and sniffing cain
Im able to abstain from joining that dark train
Couples fucking by the lockers I use to get stuck in
Living in this time and place got me fucking stumbling
So much on my mind but when I speak its nothing
Yall acting like Monkeys with the way yall be stunting
Cast a sequel we ain't equals tired of the damn evils
Keeping secrets nothing legal being less than people
Lethal needles in your arm just to stay peaceful
Drink away the pain and then pray at the steeple
I remember getting bullied I won't remember no more
Just cause I never sold drugs does'nt mean I wasn't poor
My best friend betrayed me I still dont know what for
You ain't building me up its tearing down my core
I was taught to climb and best believe I will soar
Humans just dissapoint me everyday is a war
Dont want my fam to think that they won't see me anymore
Rewind this shit back I've been through this before
You say that you're a Christian but God knows that you lied
Lead you through the pastures the master is your guide
Just because your black doesn't mean your a stereotype
We fight against ourselves this shit ends in suicide
Living in this era nobody is satisfied
I have changed so much that my inner conscious died
Try to save souls but the floor is torn inside
Im building a machine to go to the right time
[Verse 2: Armageddon of Room Service]
I've been through a lot still find time to celebrate
18 out here I was born in 1998, misguided tryna find my place
Open up the gates to heaven
Thats the price for being first in the human race
But first we must erase all of these mistakes
Always felt confused on where I stay
Seeing everyone I know going out and getting laid
Smoking weed and other drugs
Acting it ain't enough, do it all again
Even when they get locked up
And they leave they mothers crying
Confused cuz they were trying
Depressed and upset
Leave the younger sisters lying
Feeling all the pressure the millennials are hiving
Watch it all happen as the people keep sighing
Sons and daughters dying
While I avoid this ignorance
I establish dominance
I fullfill my promises I promise this
Im having none of this
But they just plead the fifth
Silence like they dont exist
[Hook: Azure The Paradox]
Love my people even though they evil
Niggas better hyde when Jeckyll goes demon
[Outro: Azure The Paradox]
This was my interpretation of my situation
I want to build to a better future
So we can live in the continuation
If a peer pressures switch the water
And save your future generations
Because at the end of the day
We have to reflect God and not Satan
We were never freed at emancipation
But locked in further bondage
We buy our own chains and afford new plantations
And if you want to know the key to perfect harmony
Simply ask and you shall recieve salvation