How Many Times?

How many times I couldn't sleep
Cause I saw you dien in my dreams
How many times you lied to me
Raised my hopes and I believed
So many times you went away
Even thou you promised me to stay
You always said soon it'll be ok
But till today, nothing's changed

And now I know, It's too late
You lost your soul, You'll never change
This strength of mine, Wasn't strong enough
You choosed his life, Instead of love

And now I know, It's too late
You lost your soul, You'll never change
This strength of mine, Wasn't strong enough
You choosed his life, Instead of us

How many times they said I'm a fool
But it's your child I have faith in you
I always thought one day I would realize
Leaving him reatcin paradise
But now I know it was just a dream
Now I know it will never be
A beautiful completed family
You just exist in my dreams

And now I know, It's too late
You lost your soul, You'll never change
This strength of mine, Wasn't strong enough
You choosed his life, Instead of love

And now I know, It's too late
You lost your soul, You'll never change
This strength of mine, Wasn't strong enough
You choosed his life, Instead of us
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