Can I?

Can I can I can I
Can I can I can I
Can I can I can I

Can I hold these thoughts together
Racing through these catalogues
My guilty pleasures ayy ee yaaayyy
Summer for that first December
Most fun we've ever had remember

Used to text you every letter
See my clarity with words
Just added to my efforts
Now I'm lost in all this moody weather
Opportunities I often miss
I dream it constantly and honestly

I don't think I can survive
I've got issues with my pride
I don't think I'm living right
Lemme smoke and touch the sky
To forget my angry cry
I don't want this troubled mind

So can I can I can I
Can I can I can I
Can I can I can I
Can I can I can I

Never ever thought
I'd repeat my past but all
Settings seem to hit default
My distractions mixed with flaws
Actions often caused
A tragic how could that
Accident even occur
Don’t you think before you talk
Guess I don't
Never knew that shit before
On a low
On a daily nigga I was broke
On ma own
Tryna get this shmoneey from ma quotes
Lord sees my efforts to progress in every cause
On a low
Versatility I've often shown
Still they tryna test a brother
Like ma sonics ain't been gold
Poetry and pros
Sipping till I overdose my soul
Rolling in the solar when its cold
Solo for ma minute when I zone
Oh Lord

Oh Lord I've been sinning for long
My repentance prolonged
Still you love me sure
Each breath is blessing