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Every day I'm forced to face a new day
The sun has not shone on my skin for too long
A broken body under reconstruction, but a
Crumbled, bewitched, possessed mind
I look in the mirror and I don't see myself
A demon that always kills my sanity
Suffocating fears and anxieties
In new masks to hide my weaknesses

Hey, please tell me this is a joke
What have I done wrong to deserve this
These wounds that I try to sew
But you're ready to kill me
Harder than before

Every day I'm forced to face a new day
There's not even the moon to protect me from the dark
Now I no longer have control of myself
There's only repression
Depression
Forgive me, sister, 'cause I'm too damn weak
Forgive me, brothers if I'm acting like I'm fine
Forgive me, lover, even if I'm useless for you
Forgive me mother 'cause you grew up a failure
I shouldn't give a f*** about how life goes on
I shouldn't give a f*** about who I've lost
I shouldn't give a f*** about her person
But I am crying like a foolish for too long
One right day, a thousand wrong ones
One right choice, a thousand wrong ones
This is me after she broke up with me
Still lost in her, broken and breathless