If He Wanted to

Do you think he’s even had half a thought
'bout me anywhere but his bed
I would never ask for a lot
My heart wonders what goes through his head

I bought clothes for him to take off
Wore makeup he won't see in the dark
Tried my best to sound real smart
Look nice but not like I tried too hard

I don’t know what goes through his head
But I know what goes through mine
God I wish I knew what went through his head
But I know what goes through mine

As I’m laying here watching his ceiling fan
Memorizing his goals and dreams and plans
We always talk before he dozes off
But he doesn’t know me at all
So badly I want him to
But he would if he wanted to

I might just slip out his door tonight
He’s got to get up early for his flight
After all, he got what he needed
He’s turned away from me now that he’s sleeping

I’m laying here watching his ceiling fan
Memorizing his goals and dreams and plans
I wonder if he’d ever consider me
To be anything but next to him while he sleeps
So badly I want him to
But he would if he wanted to

I don’t know what goes through his head
But I know what goes through mine
I don’t know what goes through his head
But I know what goes through mine
What goes through mine