nightstand.

Lotta things been on my mind man

I done enough dirt to bury the lies that I'm holding
I done lived enough hurt and picked up pieces that broken
I done put too much faith in people that I thought were good as me
Now these niggas Japanese characters that I couldn't read
Look at me
Though I bleed know it's internal
Cause even my closest homies ain't know how much I hurted
Perfected my smile so what you see is the just surface
But what you get is Robin Will I closed the curtain on this moment of my life fam
(Moment of my life fam)
I keep these feelings in my nightstand
When shit go left I gotta write damn
Cause lately I've been feeling
No I've been feeling I give way more than I've been getting
Man why it gotta be like that
I done lent my ear out on starry nights cause we go back
And I wish I'd been a bit more selfish within my past
Gotta put myself first Ricky Bobby cause I'm the last person
That people think about
Guess it's all that i can think about
Am I someone that y'all can do without
Lemme know so I can move about
Last person that people think about
Guess it's all that i can think about
Am I someone that you can do without
Lemme know so I can move about

Built on the backs of convos that would never last
Your smile was like the moon
Control breeze with just a laugh
To me it was just the ease
No need for a big facade
So indeed you was the one that I knew
I would never have
But here we go again I guess
Insecurities bubble to the surface again
All I see is a bitch nigga but he outta focus
Prolly why I doubled down on the music hoping nobody notice
Hopeless at least I know
Holding onto these verses
Cause I couldn't hold you in person
Holding on these feelings of you
So I can know when I found the right person
But I'm not over you so I'm out over here lurking
Pray you give me a reason while praying that you ain't hoeing
Scared to face the truth knowing deep down that I know it
Say that you see me too and you'll stay even if I'm broken
Cause I'm not ready to close the curtain on this moment of my life fam
I keep these feelings in my nightstand
When shit go left I gotta write damn
Cause lately I've been feeling
No I've been feeling I give way more than I've been getting
Man why it gotta be like that
I done lent my ear out on starry nights cause we go back
And I wish I'd been a bit more selfish within my past
Gotta put myself first Ricky Bobby cause I'm the last person
That she be thinking about
Guess it's all that i can think about
Am I someone that you can do without
Lemme know so I can move about
Last person that she be thinking about
Guess it's all that i can think about
Am I someone that you can do without
Lemme know so I can move about