No Return

There's nothing I could tell you
That would bridge these two worlds
There's so many moments we missed
It makes me wonder
There's no going back to what we had
The innocence that we remember
And every passing joke

I'm sorry I might not be what you wanted
I don't see the things you want me to see
Love the way you want me to love
But I love you
And I hope that's good enough

With jesus christ on some vapid ladder
Splayed out, so his feet don't touch the floor
Dollars pouring from his side
I am a bystander of chaos
I look into the open mouth of the machine and say
Brutalize me
For who will believe me when i am dead?
And who will trust me while i am alive?
Tell me, what can i do to save a single life?
You say nothing
You have always said nothing
And I know every melting point means no return
So i sit here faithless and numb
And in a sea of crying voices
In the eyes of god
I am nothing
So who will save us now?