Won't Let Me Stay

I need that toxic
Make me exhausted
I want something I can't have
Leaving me hollow
Hard pill to swallow
When I'm so comfortable with that
I want those
Late nights no sleep
A nightmare with no dreams
I can't bend I'm breaking
I'm better off in this mess
Never felt a single fucking thing
Numb to how you always pulled my strings
You won't hold me down or let me breathe
You won't cut me out when it's what I need
You know I'm a fool for the games you play
You open your doors, but won't let me stay
Just keep on talking, biting and barking
It's the only thing that I feel
Life in the standstill, dying on this hill
It's the only way that I heal
I need that cold sweat fever
That make believer
That heartbeat reaper shit
Rip it outta my chest
Never want a single fucking thing
Unless you pull forever on my strings
You won't hold me down or let me breathe
You won't cut me out when it's what I need
You know I'm a fool for the games you play
You open your doors, but won't let me stay
You won't hold me down or let me breathe
You won't cut me out when it's what I need
You know I'm a fool for the games you play
You open your doors, but won't let me stay