body&blood

I can never seem to get you out of my head
Rather be in your skin instead
Craving your sympathy
All of my comfort is digital
Stalker as a passion my depravity incredible
Start to feel like an animal
Static in my brain I know the end is inevitable
Bring you home off the fentanyl
My favorite part is your skeletal
I know my thoughts are unethical but
My desire is ineffable
Your body and blood are so delectable
All the sudden then I snap back
Laugh track
How dare I fuckin' ask that
Ya like that
All I say is
Never mind that
Be right back
Just a teeny bit avoidant
Annoyance, ugh
You don't even know what you do to me
All of these attempts I know are just to ruin me
All this back and forth, motherfucker you're confusing me
You don't even know what this means to me
I don't understand why you're mean to me
All my friends seem to think that you're abusing me
Using me
I'm so sick and tired
Quit accusing me
All this persistent emotional truancy
Astrid, don't you know that you're losing me