Metamorphosis

Hello everybody you don't recognize me do you
Let me jog your memory and then I'll tell you what's new
I was the guy, in a disguise, who kept in my mind
A scarecrow, the entity that brought forth much demise
I realized that he was the enemy, like amphetamine, triggered my mind
Trapped me in a cage and made me dwell on everything inside
To remind me of the anger and hatred and the sensations that made me wanna die

I'll never forget all the things we discussed
And the things that we did, all the people we cut
And I'll never forget what we thought, what we taught
And we did it all quickly and didn't get caught
And I'll always remember how I felt alone
How I wasn't a member of anyone show
All the lyrics we wrote they were bad to the bone
So I threw out my phone, are you ready to roll
So I found myself moving right out of my town
And I told myself never again will I drown
And I said no more people are bringing me down
I will start a new life and will form a new crowd
I'll represent Jesus, I like how that sound
I'll become a pastor and preacher
And through this procedure I'll learn what it means to be set apart
I got offered the job and said when do I start

I hope that the enemy's ready cause I'm here exposing him and all of his lies
No I will never again be a victim and I will not put on another disguise
You were my downfall, and the deceiver, you always telling me pick up the cleaver
So I could get rid of all of the people that hurt me while turning me into the reaper
Telling me reap all the things I have sown while I bury the bones, and the ambient tones
Playing in my headphones, while you show all the darkness within me
And smoke like a chimney
Had me on my knees, I was blind but now I can see
That Satan and all of the demons was tricking me
Over and over repeatedly, wow, wow time to switch up the scene

I look at my past when I was still bleeding
I got a therapist now that I'm seeing
Because I worry if I will still be the same person
I see while I'm in my bed dreaming
I hear the screaming without a reason
I am so paranoid I stay up late seeking meaning
All of my negative thoughts, start to rot
I will not let him back in my door anymore
Of course, Jesus got me
With his spirit man nothing can stop me
I will not become one of their zombies
Around me, surrounding this music is resounding
Everything coming to motion, I don't want commotion
Hey God you getting this notion
I'm hoping this music can become a gateway to healing
To you Lord I'm kneeling

It's time to begin a new chapter
I'm ready to capture the meaning of Jesus who died
Who loved through all of my darkness
And told me to never forget how I am justified
He gave me his spirit, to guide me, remind me
That nothing can separate us cause I'm free
Not death or life or angels rulers demons ever cause defeat
Jesus will always be mine
It's time to get on the grind
No we will not waste no time
He is our Lord and his light will shine
Put on the armor of God
We'll make his word go abroad
Into the battle we run
We will not stop till we are done

This is the new me let's see how well you take it
I'm a believer but before felt I faked it
I'm ready now it's true this time I know
I packed all my bags it's time to hit the road