That one song about her

[Verse]
Life's good only if you know how to live it
My permanent address in Heaven
Making memories, what I deal in
I'm making for others, I don't feel it
I know that I made some of them for a woman
Made ten tracks for a woman
Meant a lot to me, but she really can't see it
Been there a lot, but I never really been him
Ten times six milli running at 7
Went to a ten when the clock said eleven
And my mind's all about her thoughts in the moment
All about our thoughts in the moment
Clinging on to the days that we spent on
Cheap cigarettes and maybe some more
No I don't buy them anymore cause they bring it all back
And my throat's suffering from the sore
I can see the day when I stood at her door
Heart's racing and my hands went cold
Then we had fun, we talk some more
Then she went saw another guy outdoors
Felt like a drag, but I thought "once more"
Will I ever let her play with my heart of stone
Then I never saw a heart so fucking cold
Cause she was the one, not my one, so I'm told
I know that my mouth runs quick with no thought
I know what I say and how I say is a lot
I know that my mouth runs quick with no thought
Maybe now I think that I prolly should've not
Does it really matter when I peel off the clot?
Does it even matter when I sit down to jot
I need a lot of speed just to reach to the top
And I know I reserved me a good fucking spot