Own Worst Enemy

I keep on chasing things that only waste my time
Running in circles, doing the worst things for my mind
Convince myself I'll leave it all behind
Then next thing I'm
Drinking in the day meeting up with my ex
Reminisce the past but oh god I hate it
Do it anyway cos I'm loving the sex
Easy to forget about the mess I'm making
And I know that I won't, but I swear that I can
Always tell myself I'll change but I
Don't know if I love or hate me
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm my own worst enemy
Don't know if I love or hate me
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm tryna find something that can fill these empty nights
Bored and lonely's not a vibe but I
Got a hundred things to do right now
But I'd rather go and block them out
Yeah I think I'm gonna let me down
Cos I'm never gonna come around
Losing patience, sick of myself
Same old mistakes, it can't be helped
I know I should do something else but I
Can't shake this high of
Drinking in the day meeting up with my ex
Reminisce the past but oh god I hate it (Oh god I hate it)
Do it anyway cos I'm loving the sex
Easy to forget about the mess I'm making (Mess I'm making)
And I know that I won't, but I swear that I can
Always tell myself I'll change but I (Oooh)
Don't know if I love or hate me
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm my own worst enemy
Don't know if I love or hate me
I'm my own worst enemy
Losing patience, sick of myself
Same old mistakes, it can't be helped
I know I should do something else but I
Don't know if I love or hate me
I'm my own worst enemy