wanted

Because that's the way it's meant to be

You know I'm doin' what I can
I know it wasn't planned
But everything's so real
You know I'm fallin' when you stand
Spinnin' round in my head
Just give me time to heal
It's not what I wanted
Do you know the deal?
Cause I'm feeling haunted
You're taking me back, where we had started
I tried to reach out, but I'm not far yet

I so feel hopeless, 'cause I'm at my lowest
I thought we knew this
That I'm always useless
I need a distraction to keep my mind at bay
When I see my vision blacken
I still say I'm okay
When I'm really not, nothing is enough
I need it to stop, I'm coughing up blood
Falling off the cliff, bones breaking brittle
You're too hard to love
You're just like a riddle

I'm not, I said I'm not
I'm coughing up blood
Bones breaking brittle
Bones breaking brittle

You know I'm doin what I can
I know it wasn't planned
But everything's so real
You know I'm fallin' when you stand
Spinnin' round in my head
Just give me time to heal
It's not what I wanted
Do you know the deal?
Cause I'm feeling haunted
You're taking me back, where we had started
I tried to reach out, but I'm not far yet