Losing Sleep

Most nights I can't sleep
I see demons
So I numb them with OG smoke
Smoke
OG smoke
To the lungs

When I can't sleep
I have thoughts running through my brain
I'm calling myself crazy
Seeing so many crazy flashbacks
I want them to go away
I'm losing sleep
I'm losing sleep every night
Cause everything is haunting me
All the stress on my shoulders
All the irritation on my head

How can I rest
How can I go in peace
Smoking so much OG
To clear my thoughts
I don't want to feel them anymore
So I vent to my notebook pen
To clear everything out for the day
Never telling how I'm feeling on a bad day

So I vent to God about my problems
Every day that's going on
He tells me to stay strong
Always have a positive mind
Never let the devil take me again
I was so evil in my head
I didn't know who to trust anymore
Everyone faded like a bad storm
Smoking so much OG

To clear my thoughts
I don't want to feel them anymore
So I vent to my notebook pen
To clear everything out for the day
Never telling how I'm feeling on a bad day

So I vent to God about my problems
He shows me the path
When I'm ready to get serious
I'm now ready
I've changed so many things about me

Everybody don't believe me
When I say I want to do my own company
Do my own store
Do my own brand in my own way
Don't want to do it nobody else way
So I just lose sleep every night
Trying to think about new ways to get my own money

Have my own business
So I can be straight in the end
Working for other people be so tiring
Cause you on a clock not your own
When I'm a full time artist
I'mma be on my own schedule
I won't be losing sleep

Cause I'm my own boss then
If I want to work hard every night
I'll record every night
Then do something else during the day
On my business plan
Never lacking nowhere
Cause I know the plan
God telling me to go
And I see the visions like
Atlas in Twilight Zone
Seein' a vision, that's a raven