Lonely Boy

It's getting hard to feel okay
Reject me until I'm insane
Like a slow tortured pain
And now I try to cry, in vain

I feel the teardrops falling down all over my face
I chase the lies that keep me from falling again
I wonder how do I, breathe the same air

Just need that warm caring look, that I think I deserve
How arrogant I must look, or pathetic instead
I wonder how do I, breathe the same air

Lonely boy, it's hard to be you
You're a lonely boy, nobody comes through
I am a lonely boy, cuz I just want you
You're a lonely boy, nobody wants you
Nobody wants you

There was a time I had it all
But then I went to spoil the fun
It's hard to love myself right now
The urge to cut myself, sprawls up

I won't deny, I've done it I'm not proud of it though
You just don't know this pain locked inside me so low
I wonder how do I, breathe the same air

Would feel like cheating if I tried to quit the game
Because they tell me it gets better but hey
I still wonder how, I breathe the same air

Lonely boy, it's hard to be you
You're a lonely boy, nobody comes through
I am a lonely boy, cuz I just want you
You're a lonely boy, nobody wants you
Nobody wants you

I'm craving for that dedication
That I know I can't repay
Cuz I'm selfish just like that

It's a commitment issue I know
Yet the pills don't help
I swallow the truth
Yet I'm just a loser to you

Lonely boy, it's hard to be you
You're a lonely boy, nobody comes through
I am a lonely boy, cuz I just want you
You're a lonely boy, nobody wants you
Nobody wants you