Piss Off

I never said that I would stay
That I would be the only one to be alive
Settle down and stay a while

Pour the wine
Who am I
Too busy ripping apart everybody else's lives
It's so silly I'm an idiot
Sometimes I wonder
If I ever loved them
Wonder if I ever did
But it's hard to get it up sometimes

I'll wait
Waiting for you to cut off my head
It's just the stress from the job now
Making depressions in my hollow mind

To the floor
Shut your eyes
Turn around
Face the wall
And tell yourself
You want to die

I never said that I would stay
That I would be the only one to be alive
Get up now you overstay your time
Leave the wine
Who am I
Too busy wrapped up in the shit that keeps me up at night
It's so silly I'm a silly idiot

I wonder if they ever came for me
Wonder if they ever did
But it's hard to keep it up sometimes