2am in My Mind

It's 2 in the morning, I ain't answering my phone
I'm just trying to figure out how I came to be alone
Look I promise that I'm grown
But since you did me wrong
Man I'm better off alone
I think I'm better off alone, uh
I put my heart into this shit man I can't fucking lose
I put my all into it just to create something new
Wish you could see inside my mind to feel what it go through
Wish you could understand my thoughts then focus on just you, uh
But more life to me and you
Man I’m in a different mind space when I listen to you
I swear it's a different feeling when I’m laying down with you
Now I’m catching all these feelings and there's nothing I can do, uh
Broken promises keep my focus anonymous
No matter what man I wanna stay an optimist
Feel like I’m doing me and you doing the opposite
You make my heart go weak when you create these promises
I don’t need you
But I want you
But I want you
Look I been bout my business
From the start to finish
I wish you were with it
You told me "fuck these bitches"
He wanna talk about it
I can’t even think about it
Fuck it imma walk around it
I ain't really fucking with it, nah
Just stay humble
Swear it's only up from here
Man I’m done being upset, I’m not wishing you were here
Man I’m working through these fears
I know he'll always be near
And I will always be here
Yeah I will always be here, uh
Why you stressing if he love you, do you love yourself?
You give the best advice but you should take that shit yourself
Wish I could figure out my thoughts and lay them on a shelf
I’m so much more then you can see, ill put that on myself
I don’t need you
But I want you
But I want you
Y’all gon' really only love me when it's beneficial
That's why I’m riding on my own cause y’all been causing issues
Been doing real good so they finding it hard to diss you
One day I promise they’ll regret the pain they wished you
Ya, money should make a difference and not make you different
Ain't even shooting for the money, wanna make a difference
You hit me up I swear we cool but I can feel the distance
I know imma be okay just gotta have some patience
I’m getting used to the hate I’m starting to embrace it
Cause how’re you supposed to grow if you try to erase it
And I been doing good so why would I let you take it
I just gotta keep my head up if I wanna make it
I can always make money, I can’t make time
Happiness and success
I wanna make it mine
Trying to explain myself
Wish you could see inside my mind
But all the shit I been through
I’m saying it's a sign
I don’t need you
But I want you
But I want you
I don’t need you
But I want you
But I want you