Selfish Kinda Lover

Woke up on the wrong side of your bed
Can't even find my keys
I'm about to walk home
Yeah I know it's so wrong of me
To not remember last night
Or the ride here
Or how I got to sleep
Tell me why I do this
So consistently
Well, I must've been
Blowin' kisses, blowin' kisses at you
I know it ain't right but its what I wanna do
Blowin' kisses, blowin' kisses at you
I know it's not right
But you can't change the truth under the covers
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kinda lover
And I hate myself 'cause I just don't got no structure
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kind
Woke up feeling guilty
And empty
A dark hole in my chest
Kinda like a heartbreak with no apologies
I'm afraid of commitment
And the minutes
That eat up all my time
And I can't swallow my pride
What's wrong with me?
Well, I must've been
Blowin' kisses, blowin' kisses at you
Try to play it off like a sweet taboo
Blowin' kisses, blowin' kisses at you
I know it ain't right
But you can't change the truth under the covers
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kinda lover
And I hate myself 'cause I just don't got no structure
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kind
Sometimes I resent me
But most nights I don't even mind
Idle mind
But I can't fight the feeling
It's who I am won't apologize
Won't apologize
Cause you can't change the truth under the covers
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kind
And I hate myself 'cause I just don't got no structure
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kind
No and you can't change the truth under the covers
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kind
And I hate myself 'cause I just don't got no structure
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kind
I am