Winds

Blow your winds of fortune
I paid the highest toll
My life has slowed to static
I want it on a roll

I've waited for the longer days
I prayed for light and warmth
But now the days are brighter
I'm still longing for your arms

I feel the waves of cold and grey break upon my shore
And all I ever wanted
I crave it even more

I suffer from your icy palms
I'd suffer for your bed
I went to please the crowds, got loneliness instead

Forlorn
I'm eternally tearing apart
From the hope you stitched upon my heart

Blow now, winds of fortune
I paid the highest toll
I've earned my piece of happiness
Now I need to take control

I want to torn the page now
I deserve a brand new book
I'm ready to erase
All the effort that I took

Forlorn
I'm eternally tearing apart
At the seams of hope with which you stitched my heart

I know I should get up now
I've got myself to blame
But I'm paralysed to pieces
Inflamed with utter shame

I should've loved you more
When I still had the chance
I should've cleaned the floors
Before the ballroom dance
There are a million ways
In which I could've changed
But then I couldn't escape
From what was prearranged

I'm eternally tearing apart
From the hope with which you stitched my heart

Forlorn
I'm eternally tearing apart
At the seams of hope with which you stitched my heart

Let's go