I Don’t Know

No, no, no
I don’t even know anymore
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t even see through this right now
No, no, no
I don’t even know right now
I don’t want to die one day
So petrified by just the thought of it

We let it pass us by
We never think about it
But we can’t deny
One day we’ll run low on our energy
We’ll take our last breath
And when I think about it
It makes me numb to life’s issues
All of life’s struggles and hardships
Forget the present moment
I always think on the future, a moment which has not yet passed
But I know it will, so what can I do?
Is there something more for me to do?
More than the usual panic attacks and dread
There must be more to this than death and fear
I don’t even know anymore
Don’t ask me, I don’t know
I can’t think, I don’t know
Confusion and cloudy judgment overlap my emotion
To be at ease seems but a distant memory
I don’t even know anymore
I never knew