Chemicals & Nooses

Here comes the pain again
I’m not the same when I’m struggling
Oh, the suffering is unbearable
It’s incurable
Let me have a taste of your sweet lips
Just for once
Just for once, I want to feel your touch

I’ll take this rope
Find a place
Where no one can see my ugly face
And I’ll hang upon
My shame, my heartbreaks, and my pain
I’ll end it all tonight

I was alone
In my own world
Full of anguish
Full of emptiness
All I could do was think
I’d think of death, and what’s the meaning?
No matter how many pills I take
I can’t satisfy the craving
I guess I’ll always be alone
Cause no one can take me
And even I can’t handle me
So save me from this mess
Or else I’ll end my life tonight

I’ve never had “the one”
I’ve never had love
I’ve only felt it
But then they would crush it
I shouldn’t be living like this
I can’t live like this

Don’t ask for forgiveness
I won’t forgive you
Don’t say you’re sorry
I know you don’t really mean it