Real Life

Oh, I had these feelings set on timer, baby
So I don't have to be out here about it, no doubt it
Might seem like I'm still decidin' but no
And that won't even suffice me, baby
Oh, just, please, keep tryin', I'm wildin', not childish
I promise my love's the best deposit (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I was lobbyin' the time we spent
Played it down, powered forward
Compared to back then, oh
I was waitin' to see what my body says (body says)
Could you be a more degree of my climate? No
I decided to realize, this real life? It's real life
I gotta do somethin', not nothin'
If not, I'm gonna stay burnt

I gotta be clearer now (uh)
(Gotta be, gotta be)
Doesn't seem big to tell you what big is
Compliment fishin' (compliment fishin')
And so, I said, "Don't look sad"
I'll loop and come get you
Run loops around your sun (around your sun)
Oh, that just slipped out
Well, you know, I was not meant to fit in, oh no

Oh, I had these feelings set on timer, baby
So I don't have to be out here about it, no doubt it
Might seem like I'm still decidin' but no
And that won't even suffice me, baby
Oh, just, please, keep tryin', I'm wildin', not childish (childish)
I promise my love's the best deposit

Woo, ooh
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Doubt it
Oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh

It's always "Ama, where have you been?"
Well, there's no point in askin' me now
'Cause I'm not gonna be there
That shit came, already broke me down
What the fuck have I been dealt here?
I told God, He can take it back
Don't wanna be the strong one this year
Rough side of the mountain (rough side of the mountain)
Nah, fuck that (nah, fuck that)
I plan on leadin' (I plan on leadin')
Myself onto greener pastures (planned on us meetin')
Will you be there? (Be on those pastures with you)
At last? 'Cause I'm pretty sure that we both know (if not yet, then I plan to)
It becomes a situation if not (becomes a situation if not)
And only one of us here is actin' tough (only one of us here is tough)
So
Forget that, I'll get back
Forgive myself for my reactions
If you hurt, I respect that
But I still stand by all my actions

Bah