Blood, Sweat & Tears

Its a kinda funny story about how all of this started
Got into making music so does that make me an artist
Skinny with a hunger i still eat like im starving
Hadto switch it up abit and i found this beat calming
Story or survival see we play on different modes
You can keep on stunting i dont care about your clothes
Im gonna keep pushing down this path that i chose
And i think i'll be okay cos i know that i got my bros
But
Some people hear that and think what do you mean
But my circles way too small to be considered a team
Even if im all alone id still be chasing my dream
But the person who i hadto go and prove it to was me
See
Been through some hell so if you knew what i went through in the past
Im not saying its easy and im not saying its hard
But i believe it when they say that all this pain never lasts
Even if its in your mind or you got left with some scars

So i decided to go have a couple months to myself
Im not one of these people who could get changed by the wealth
Or the type to take a bunch of risks and end up in a cell
I just went and took a break to go and focus on myself
Build up my confidence and conquer my fears
To get over these issues ive carried over the years
So even if my minds a muddle im hoping its really clear
And i hope that this is worth all my blood sweat and my tears

But
It wasnt easy so i'll tell you the truth
Im just glad i got my bros even if only a few
Everydays another battle that i dont wanna lose
And what goes on inside my head i really wish somebody knew
That
My minds a closed door
Insides a great war
I dont know what for
But its a great force
And it has no remorse
I try and scream and shout
But i cant hear my thoughts
Why cant i talk
Wait that was too dark
So lets go back to the start
When my mind still had a spark
And had the kindest of hearts
Now trusting peoples a task
And my mind is torn apart
They say that nice guys go last
Thats why i make her come fast
Sorry i know that was kind of off topic
But i always find it funny and i cannot seem to stop it
I thought i would be kind and try and give you the knowledge
That
Anything you do you should really go try and HOP it
And
Thats thanks to garyvee
Because he might hear this and be like hey thats me
I was inspired by all of his posts that i would see
So i went and took a risk and decided to leap and see where it leads

So i decided to go have a couple months to myself
Im not one of these people who could get changed by the wealth
Or the type to take a bunch of risks and end up in a cell
I just went and took a break to go and focus on my health
Build up my confidence and conquer my fears
To get over these issues ive carried over the years
So even if my minds a muddle im hoping its really clear
And i hope that this is worth all my blood sweat and my tears

So
Theres some things that i thought i should let you know
The people who were there for me thats why i call them bros
Every problem in your life is only there for you to grow
And i say my lifes a movie i hope you enjoy the show